Santa Claus

Today I visited the orphanage with Church's friends.
Very happy, playing games with the children, singing with them, and celebrating the Christmas with them earlier.

And guess what?? Huh?
I was the Santa Claus!!
Well, it's my FIRST TIME. Haha!!
I dressed in the Santa's costume...but without the beard...haha...weird?
Yea, but bo bian...壞了.

Merry Christmas to everyone, and Happy New Year!!!!

Long time no see.

Oh, it has been a long long time I didn't update my blog...
almost give up eh...

Many things going on during the school holiday, and the holiday almost comes to its end..pity~
Yea, many things happened...prefect camp, Missionary trip to Lawas(the most unforgettable one), and....what else?!
I just can't remember, and I won't detail them...It must be killing me if I have to go details into them..

Hmm...so what should I write now?
So many things came to my mind but I can't sort them out..
Oh yes, a piece of news here...my two sisters will be in the same school with me starting from next year, hahaha!!
I don't know whether it's a good news or bad news...to me...hmm...hopefully good, not bad.

Well well well...if you ask me "Did you do any revision?" or such questions, then I should answer you honestly, "No!"...at least until now, I didn't even touch a book.

Haiz...my HOLIDAY LIFESTYLE

1. Sleeping
2. Playing computer games
3. Watching TV
4. Exercising?? Nah~~ I am becoming fatter and fatter
5. Studying?...well, you know me...it's maybe just a dream

I think that's all, other than going to church for church's activities. Oh yes!! There's one thing else missing...Eating!! Just keep eating, just keep eating, just keep eating eating eating....

Interesting eh?? haha.

Today's special

Well, today I went to school as usual...but not for study leh~~~
Today, almost whole day I went out for duty.

Firstly, (LOL) I followed Ming Hui to take off the National flags at the bus shelter which is just outside the school gate...p/s: the flags are on the roof of the bus shelter..haiz, Leo club always cumbers with us (the Logistics members), haha, kidding..
..however..only Ming Hui and Whye Tchien climbed onto the roof..and me with some other friends became the audience..XD
When the work was finally finished and Whye Tchien tried to get down...!!!
VERY FUNNY AND INTERESTING!!! Whye Tchien was hanging there at the roof (half way down) with his pose likes a GORILLA!! AWWW~~~~~really funny!! Furthermore, his size is also like a gorilla, lol..Dun tell anybody oo~~

After that, on the way back to our class, we stopped at KH room . We went into the KH room to "disturb" those who were preparing food for tomorrow night's appreciation dinner（凑热闹）. Haha..very fun...
Those who were cutting the red onions cried sadly there.
But WAIT!! I saw someone!! It's Jong Ling the cow!! Oh my goodness!! She was preparing the food???
Oh no~tomorrow night I will not eat anything at the appreciation dinner le...hehe

Then I went back to the class, but just for a while nia!!
That Thomas really DOGGISH~ always took off his socks!! He said his feet were flooded with sweat.
YUCKY!!! VOMIT!! Lick them lah..^0^

After that still got a lot of duties but I dun want to mention all of them...very boring one..

YES!!! I got my Biasiswa (Giro card) today. HAHAHAHAH..
Easier for me to get the money le...just need to wait for about 1 week then can go to Bank Simpanan to take out the money. But what should do with the money?? Hmm ...don't think about it first..

This afternoon still got Mr Lucas' training. I sat between Thomas the Dogman and Yi Qing the Sleeper (he slept during the training..ha..). AND ONE THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mr THIEN YEE KIONG sat behind me!!!!!! That colour wolf kept disturb me!! He used his pen or whatever IT IS to touch my arse through the hole of the chair (this is the weakness of the plastic chairs..)
Each time he did so, I felt like the lightning FLASHED throughout my body...and I hate that!!
What the fishy!! I wanna kick his ass off!!

After the training finished, my dad and mum came to fetch me. We went to Boulevard to buy something.
And my dad bought one RING for my mum!! Wow!! It's for their 18th wedding anniversary. Oh~so sweet!!
But not for me T_T
Then we went buy some vegetables and other stuffs..and I saw Chiat Ing!! That duck really doggish!! Pretended very surprised when she saw me. Her eyes were even larger than 50 cent coin. Cheh!!

Then went home and sleep lor..nth special le......tomorrow still have to be very busy...haiz...Taekwondo training, Youth Fellowship and the appreciation dinner......
Haiz...really want to skip one or two of them..but cannot!! BO BIAN LA!!!

Dad's back!!

Yo~Dad came back to Miri last night. ^^
Long time no see ...but...but...
I don't have much words to say to him...
Just simply "Hi, papa"...
and when he asked me some questions like "how are you?", then I answered only..

I don't know how to communicate with my dad since I grew up...
Why??
When I was young, I had many topics to talk with my father..but now??
What happens to me......

I can see that my dad also try to get closer to me and communicate with me, every time, now..
I want to do the same thing to him too but I don't know HOW...
The relationship between my dad and I isn't that close..not like he and my sisters.
My two sisters are really close to him...
Haiz~pray for me loh...

There was no miracle...and yet, nightmare came to me!!

The prophecy became true...my Additional Math failed..with 38 marks.
So depressed but I was trying to control my own emotion...I just sat at my own seat, and doing my correction.
But what the hell was that YU MING HUI!!??
He came and played with me:“不要哭喔，不要哭喔...”
and shit!! My tears just dropped like that! What the ... @#$%
I hated it~!!!!!!!! Can you please don't agitate(激) me like that!!? huh??
Dropping tears in front of everybody!? A BOY?! Juz becoz of a failed subject?! DAMMIT!!!
Now how will the others see me?? huh?
Weak? Coward? Recreance?
男人有泪不轻弹...那现在我的脸要摆在哪里？我的尊严！！？@#$%
Haiz...

However, dropping tears..or I prefer to take this as "washing my eyes", is the best way to stabilize my emotional unbalance... but I juz dun want to do it in front of the other people...
I only can blame myself..blame my lacrimal glands (tear duct)... CURSE YOU LACRIMAL GLANDS~~~~!!!
and Yu Ming Hui >< I will kick you and make you cry in front of me one day.. beware..LOL

Well...just want to express my inner heart, not offensive anyway...
and next Semester Test, I am determined to do my best!! BEHOLD EVERYONE!!!

Poor test results......=.=|||

Finally, the monthly test was over...relieved now...but somehow,
I am not happy...not at all!!
Whenever I think about my Add Math paper and also the Chemistry...I will become CRAZY!!!!
Argh~ @#$%
I think I will fail these two subjects!!
The percentage of chance to pass these subjects...hmm...<30%...
Conclusion: FAILURE!

Haiz...seldom pay attention in the class, never do revision, ...last minute's struggles...
and now, I should be "happy" with my results!!
I will probably get the last position in the class..Oh man..what the.....><

Hey, I have to be more optimistic!! Who knows if there is miracle??
God's action is unpredictable!
Yea~pray for me!!
No need to get A1 or A2 but PLEASE JUST PASS!!!!!!
Haha..

I'm thinking of going for tuition. Should I go for tuition?
However, I am affraid that tuition will occupy most of my time..
Even with no tuition now I don't have enough time already~~
I need time for doing homework, Taekwondo training and Fighter class, spending time with my family, sleeping, watching TV, playing computer games and writing blog!! LOL

So...tuition?? Hmm...let's talk about this later..
I think I am able to do well in my study if I am WILLING to spend more time for revision and pay more attention to the teacher in the class...
(I always do nonsensical stuff in the class when the teacher is teaching, eg. drawing, talking and playing with the one who sit next to me.很好玩哈?? XD Even though sometimes I seem to be paying attention to the teacher, looking at the text book or the teacher, my mind is somewhere else!! I just...simply stare at them but in fact, I am daydreaming. Pro leh~hahaha!!)

Yea, I must start to be more hardworking now!!
I believe I can do it!!!
Perhaps I can defeat the no.1 genius of my class, Lee Zee Chiung one day!! hehehe..
Who knows?? There is nothing impossible, right??
So, BEHOLD!!!

Oh man~What have I done during this HOLIDAY?

So you see..I have a whole week of school holiday, ^^ happy
but I wasted it!!
OH NO~~everyday just playing computer games, online, sleeping, reading comics..wasting my time!!
By now, my holiday work is not even finished yet...and I haven't start my revision too....the exam for this time, the results must be......ARGH..forget about it..><
I regretted now...haiz...the exam for Bible Knowledge is on next Wednesday...I haven't start to study any chapter...worried =.=
GOD, HELP ME PLZ!!!!!!

My Dreams

Well, I always wanted to be a strong and pro taekwondist..
to become a fearsome fighter, haha..
and then I can protect myself and even my beloved one.
I am a taekwondist now..but not as strong as I wish..haiz...
Can I upgrade to 8th Dan?? I hope so~~
And yes, I am putting my effort in it now, including... put off my weight =.=



Besides, I also wanted to become a good pianist..I WISH I can play the piano well!!
Erm..I do not have a proper teacher to teach me on how to play the piano,
however I think I can learn it by myself (I have a keyboard at home) hehe..
Moreover, I have a sister who knows to play the piano well. She CAN be my teacher, can't she??
By now, I can play some musics and some songs properly, eg. Minuet, Fur Elize(still in improvement-.-) and many church's songs and psalms. Perhaps I can become the pianist in the church or the Youth Fellowship!!
Who knows!!^^

Silver, Malaysia's Destiny...

Cannot argh~~
Lee Chong Wei was defeated by Lin Dan in the Final...
haiz...that Lin Dan is too strong..or was Lee being so nervous...??
No matter what, thanks God he still brought a Silver to Malaysia and made Malaysia escape from the "prison" of last rank, hehe...now the ranking of Malaysia in Olympic 2008 is now 50+..better than being the last ^^

The secret of happiness 喜乐的秘诀

This is what I learned from the church's message this morning.

The recipe of happiness:
Be careful for nothing but be prayful for everything.

That's all!!
Don't worry about anything, as there is God's purpose in everything that happens to us, and remember that what God do is always for our good, just like what the parents do is always for their children's good!! HE knows what we need and HE had promised that HE will supply everything we need, including the PEACE.

So, just believe in HIM.
Let go and let God (放手，让上帝来)!!

Rejoice in the Lord always. Again I will say, rejoice! Let your gentleness be known to all men. The Lord is at the hand. Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
-Philippians 4 v4-7

Malaysia BOLEH!!

Oh yes!! Lee Chung Wei won the semifinal!!
I watched the match between the Malaysia and Korea just now,
and Lee Chung Wei defeated the another Lee from Korea ^^
Wow..it was scary juz now~and it made me became CRAZY!!
Chung Wei won the first match but was defeated by Korea's Lee during the 2nd match, badly...
Luckily, Lee Chung Wei won the 3rd match..Haha..(was it because of my prayer?? ^^ )
...and...I was complained by my mum n two sis...they said that my shoutings and screamings had made them even more nervous...haiz..pity...cannot control de ma!! =.= so fishy!!

Let's get started!! It is the beginning

So, this is it...my first blog ^^

..so excited although I don't know much about blogging..-.-
I'm not sure whether I'll always post a new post or not..but whenever there are interesting events happen to me or around me, I sure will share them in my blog^^
p/s: Juz one more thing...my English is very poor one, so maybe I will use Chinese lo!!没问题吧！？
Haha..