The prophecy became true...my Additional Math failed..with 38 marks.
So depressed but I was trying to control my own emotion...I just sat at my own seat, and doing my correction.
But what the hell was that YU MING HUI!!??
He came and played with me:“不要哭喔，不要哭喔...”
and shit!! My tears just dropped like that! What the ... @#$%
I hated it~!!!!!!!! Can you please don't agitate(激) me like that!!? huh??
Dropping tears in front of everybody!? A BOY?! Juz becoz of a failed subject?! DAMMIT!!!
Now how will the others see me?? huh?
Weak? Coward? Recreance?
男人有泪不轻弹...那现在我的脸要摆在哪里？我的尊严！！？@#$%
Haiz...
However, dropping tears..or I prefer to take this as "washing my eyes", is the best way to stabilize my emotional unbalance... but I juz dun want to do it in front of the other people...
I only can blame myself..blame my lacrimal glands (tear duct)... CURSE YOU LACRIMAL GLANDS~~~~!!!
and Yu Ming Hui >< I will kick you and make you cry in front of me one day.. beware..LOL
Well...just want to express my inner heart, not offensive anyway...
and next Semester Test, I am determined to do my best!! BEHOLD EVERYONE!!!
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