Seriously what's wrong with me nowadays??

Couldn't I be calm anymore?

Negativity seems to corrode me from inside out.. way deep inside..

All the principles I held before, all those targets I set for myself long ago, they are all gone and no way to be found.

I told my younger self that I wouldn't want to be a certain kind of person. And pitifully that kind of person am I becoming now.

What's wrong with me???

Living like this is no better than being dead.

I need to change, for the sake of whom or what I don't know. Just knowing that continuing like this will just ensure a regretful life, caused by none others than myself.

Mo~

经过了这些，我知道我没有资格。

什么资格？

对，就是什么资格。

什么资格都没有。

所以不要对我抱太大希望，我证明不了什么。

请让我安心地努力。

这样就好。

自由

自由，

这种世界不需要我，哪一天我消失了也不会有人发现的感觉。

只要能和重要的人在一起就足矣的领悟。

我不知道。