Seriously what's wrong with me nowadays??

Couldn't I be calm anymore?

Negativity seems to corrode me from inside out.. way deep inside..

All the principles I held before, all those targets I set for myself long ago, they are all gone and no way to be found.

I told my younger self that I wouldn't want to be a certain kind of person. And pitifully that kind of person am I becoming now.

What's wrong with me???

Living like this is no better than being dead.

I need to change, for the sake of whom or what I don't know. Just knowing that continuing like this will just ensure a regretful life, caused by none others than myself.