For you

What you love are high atmospheres, cheerful faces, and a world so bright and joyful that happy souls won't seem to be too happy ever.

So I gave a bitter smile.

But no, I think that's not enough. Even a little too embarrassing perhaps?

Maybe a fake smile will do?

So, I tried again, tried to be like one of those party ANIMALS.

But guess what? 

I never thought I could fake a laugh! 

A laugh so joyful that I deceived both you and me!

But I bet that doesn't matter either...whether it was just a lie, or not..

A false manifestation of things that are not in me now is too well accepted by you, my 'friend', that I started to feel that's the way to do it.

THAT'S THE WAY YOU WANT ME TO BE

SO WHY NOT I BE IT?

You never want the real me~

And you will never know the real me.

Period.